Haunting Regrets

Having you in my life was just like a dream coming true. But as they say ‘when you easily get what you want, you lose its value’..
I tasted success like anything. I always thought, someday I would reach a peak were we will have all the world’s riches with us… and then we can spend time together… but I was blind to see that success is never quenching thirst. You wanted to have a talk, but I choose to have talk with Clients… you wished we dine together, but I choose dinner with delegates… you wished to share your thoughts, but I choose sharing knowledge in conference… I choose everything else assuming you are going to be there…

but time has passed away… today speechless, lifeless u lay in bed… And I am in trauma here to seek a chance to live with you… All the worlds riches are lying at my feet, but they can’t take me to the place you are gone… I am connected with all the Clients, Delegates but none of them is feeling the pain… ‘I have heard Life awards everyone with a second chance’… I could have had a second chance to convince my clients, delegates.. I could have had a second chance for sharing my knowledge… but I had only one chance to live my life with you, which I already lost..

And here I am left with nothing but Haunting Regrets…

Chasing

Life is a race.. If you don’t run fast.. You will be like a broken anda…(remember the dialogue na..:P :P) everyone around seem to be chasing things every now and then..

I will be happy when I get good marks, I will be happy when I will get a good job, I will be Happy when my savings reach to XX limit, I will be happy when I get married, I will be Happy once my kids grow

up and i will relax… I will be happy when.. when???
Chasing dreams, chasing success, chasing desires, Chasing ambitions, chasing relationship chasing everything but forgetting present…

We miss our life.  We miss today.  We miss our present. Things are achieved and we start chasing the nxt thing. But till when?? Dreams, ambitions blah blah are nvr ending n unlimited.. can v hault for a

moment.. to celebrate the achievement, success. Can we quit running, quit rushing, slow down,  for a while and enjoy these moments.  Enjoy life right now. Enjoy Today 🙂 🙂

Can we figure out Todays’s Dream.. Pursue it and enjoy it. What say guys lets tune up with our present as well 🙂 Hai na??

Shattered Hearts

(He calls her and asks for coffee at the same place)
He: Hey
She: Hi
He: Howz u?
She: (nods) … wht abt u?
…
(awkward silence)

Flash Back  of Past Year…
He: Baby, y dont u understand… i m not ready to get married as of now…
         I have a lot of dreams … I have a long going career… i want to have money…
         I can’t take responsibility at this point…
She: I understand dear… but v have been in relationship from past 3 year..
          U promised past year that u will have a talk wid ur parents..
          I am not asking u to stop chasing ur dreams… I too care for ur dreams,ambitions, responsibility…
          we will share them…
           I have to answer my parents as well Honey…
He: Tell them any reason… I don’t care…
She: how rude u r baby… I can’t believe…
          u r not d one, whom I fall in love wid…
          wht made u so ruthless baby…
He: what i am ruthless…
         cant ur parents wait for a while…
         oh i forgot.. how cud they including u understand.. the value of dreams…
         do u ppl have any… othr than marriage…
She: Its enuf now… u don’t have any right to insult my Parents…
          Keep on chasing your dreams…
          All ur promises are fake… u just care for ur dreams.. nor me nor ur family…
He:    I have other imp work than handling ur daily tantrums…
          Nor i am free to do all the crap shopping and spending money in decorating house…
           I am ashamed of myself that I selected a girl lyk u who dont even understands me…
           I can get better girl than u..
           who understands me.. my dreams.. my passion…
She:  oh really dear…cant u c my love, care for u…
           u think someone else can handle u better…
           can handle ur rudeness… can handle ur dominating behaviour…
He:  dominating , rude… haannn
          hav u even thought off that y u want 2 marry me…
          it’s just beacuse that i m good earning, a gud background , good looks n nothing else…
          after all rest guys like me… y wud they even think of u…
She: u hav gone crazy… u knw what… dear.. plz… calm down…
He:  just shutup… (he intterupts her)
         this is enuf now… if u want 2 be wid me u wil hav 2 wait…
          u decide…
          n bangs the cell phone…
She cud hear only beep beep beep…
She kept him calling the next day, the nxt week, the nxt month…
but he dint answer

BEEEEP….. BEEEEEEEEEEP………BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
BEEEEP….. BEEEEEEEEEEP………BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

he and she travelled back 2 present after hearing the beep beep of traffic on road…
a lot was change in their life…
(he breaks the silence)
He: ummmm … I have established business, it’s going great…
She: hmm that’s good… good to c that ur dreams r recognized…
He: how abt u?
She: good… i am promoted now… things r working fyn…
He: thats tooo gr8… u were working hard… i knw… congrates…
She: thank u…
…
silence
…
She:  its late
sooo… I shall take ur leave now…
He: plz wait…
(He thought of holding her hand and apologizing …
he wish he cud express how much he miss her and  no other girl in d world is as  beautiful and understanding as her…
he wish that he cud stop d moment forevr n evr…
he wished 2 ask if she still feels d same..
he wished 2 ask if he can do some thing so that things will workout d same way as earlier…
he wished to ask her, if she was still waiting for him…
He wished to ask her, if she will always be with him…
but he knew…  The cracks of broken glasses are hardly healed…)
She: looks and shook her head… and leaves…
(while she’s leaving)

He cud c an unfamiliar ring on her ring finger…
Her cellphone rings…
she picks it up… (Yeah honey… just 2 mins )
He cud just feel his Shattered Heart, his shattered Dreams
He thought he deserve it…
he fell down over his knees… looking at her leaving…
he recognized… how painful it feels…
he had … money… career… all that he always dreamed and wished
but he lost the most precious thing in the world
D girl of his dream just walked away…